I have a crush on a boy, who has a crush on me.
But this boy is a player, and so I'm intent on leashing him.
Haha maybe I won't be a total ditz.

Me and madre had a chit chat on the way to HQ today. Of course about the air force. And she said that I'm going to fail at life and make it no where and struggle for nothing. She said I don't have drive and I'm not good enough for school. She said the real world will kill me and I won't make it. What a mother. She said I should have more respect ( Read more... )

So I've decided to not do the air force. Every one thinks I'll turn into a bum. And my bro thinks I'll fall into party-ing. But everyone knows I'm not that into party-ing. I much rather sleep haha. But I won't be a bum. And I'll prove everyone wrong. Just my mother nagging at me will be my drive. Hell I have my own drive, and before I had it all ( Read more... )

Anthony moved out by the way. I'm not sure if i relayed that. His roomate Marc, is weird. And for some reason I find him attractive. Maybe because he's probably the first person I haven't been able to figure out. They threw a house warming party last friday, and I made out with Marc ( Read more... )

I love politics. And business. And the stock market. And those geeky things. I want to be president one day, or just someone really, high up and really important. I smoke and drink and know that one day it might just all bite me in the ass, but I don't care. Because I won't be like them, I won't lie, or cheat, or steal (excuse me, embezzle), I won' ( Read more... )

Have you ever gone so long without feeling, that you forget what feeling feels like? Like anger, pain, emotions. How abstract. I think I'm like a void. I forgot where I was going with this. I have to poo >.

So hq (headquaters) is fun. A lot of nice people and at the same time weird ones. I just told this bum/crackhead/whatever I had a boyfriend lol he asked me to go out with him for drinks. NO THANKS ( Read more... )

RANT TIME!

"We are taught never to shed tears. For to shed tears means that the body has been defeated by emotion. And to us that simple act of crying only proves without question that the existents of emotion is nothing but a burden."

How crazy!

So the Air Force might not be happening. Sadly. I'm blind as a bat and may not qualify. So I have to go back for a second opinion next week. And then they'll make a decision. Grr. Who knew bad eye sight could keep you out ( Read more... )

So I'm doing fine. Nothing new is going on. I got kicked out of band for laughing haha. Retarded! But I don't mind. The Senior class of 2008, FO SHO! Upstaged Saltzman, it will go down in history. He flipped on seniors for clapping and cheering at the academic breakfast. Told 3 people they couldn't walk. One for chewing gum, one for talking (all he ( Read more... )