so, i leave for colorado tomorrow. i took my parents up with the offer even though its a day of notice... ive wanted to pick up and leave since i was 15. i guess its beautiful out there and ill have the log cabin on my unlces ranch all to myself... theyre gonna fly me back on my birthday and if i like it out there, i ken go back...

he gives me massages without me asking, even butt massages, which are my favorite, and he makes me try pea soup... hm... and he reassures me everything will be okay when he leaves. oh and he buys me vodka and doesnt get mad at me when i get too drunk and pass out instead of... i love him and dont want him to leave. i see him EVERY DAY.. and now all ( Read more... )

you drink with me and dance with me and play football with me and golf with me and sleep with me and rub my back and tell me how pretty i am and youre perfect.

yup, he makes me dinner and breakfast and we have sleepovers and go to drive ins and i study with him for his army stuff and yup, hes perfect.

and lisa i just MIGHT marry him. youll be invited

he plays with my hips and rubs my back and plays with my hair and kisses my forehead and plays with my hands and holds my hand like little kids do and watches movies with me and drinks with me and listens to good music and has the nicest body ever and the cutest lips ever and the prettiest eyes ever and the softest skin ever and had the best ( Read more... )

worste feeling in the world:

having incredibly strong feelings for a person after dating them... and have for a long while, but know that they feel exactly the same way for another person...and not being able to do a damn thing about it.. other than act like youre just fine everytime you see them, which is only on occasion since theyre away

so, i should be over you by now ( Read more... )

my hair smells extreamly wonderful today.