Since no one ever reads this thing...I guess it doesn't matter what I write. I have come to the realization that I am the worst person alive on letting things go. I seem to hold on to every memory, every moment, everything from the past. I can't let it go. But there is something that I need to let go...but eveytime I get close to letting it go ( Read more... )

I am sitting in a class room with people playing games on the computer, doing homework or doing god knows what. My Sub is on the phone and doing a million other things than paying attention to what all of us are doing..which i guess isn't a bad thing. But I don't know..things these day don't seem to be right. Yeah I am getting out of school in ( Read more... )

It seems like I never know what to type in here, It's been over a month since I last have ( Read more... )

I am in LOVE with The Format! I can't stop listening to them...Good good stuff!

"What’s left to lose,
I‘ve done enough and if I fail well than you fail,
But I gave it a shot.
Cause these last three year I know they’ve been hard
but now it’s time to get out of the dessert and into the sun,
even if it’s alone"

There is so much goin on right now...I am lost and confused on what to think. I am really scraed for my father now a days, but ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was pretty good..Lots of funny things happened and it was just a good time...Haven't had one of them in awhile..well I guess I have but I haven't felt like writing in here. For those of you who care I will tell you about it ( Read more... )

Okay so agian I don't really write in here...But I really need to get shit out of my head. All it seems to do now a days is run run run and it wont stop! I am tired and drain, and all I want to do is sleep. But I can't sleep worth crap anymore. I am worried half of the time about my friends and what I need to do next on my list of things to do ( Read more... )

Well, it seems that I never write in this thing..cause either I forget I have it or I have nothing to write about. I remember last year I wrote in this things almost everyday. But other things have come up and I don't feel the need to write in here ( Read more... )

Things are going pretty good right now. I am having fun for the most part. But I am just really excited for next year! I have a meeting type thing with a guy form the college of Harrington college of design!!!!!!! I am soo ecxcited! :) This college is awesome..It's just what I wanted and the place is in CHICAGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How sweet is ( Read more... )

Things are weird right now. Really, really weird ( Read more... )