and it seems as if im maybe just maybe finally getting the hang of his whole 'life' thing. Shaun, and I had a really fun car ride home, from watching part of the dvd he made is parents and laughing about all the stuff he brought home,(whic is prtty much everything in his apartment by the way) to singing a long with the 'drive' mix cd's that he had ( Read more... )

I could just call him to go to the park. It could solve things. Or it could be super awkward. Hes a little wierd when I mention them coming. Maybe he still likes heather. I dont know. It sucks. Everything was going so well, the bonfire the traffic the game the drive around thinking of something to do. If we could have just went to the park. Oh well ( Read more... )

if I fail well then I fail but at least I gave you something ( Read more... )

SO in real life: Im officially going to sonburst. I hung out with maiken yesterday. We had lunch at her house. Before that we went to taylor and karissas to print out my application. Taylor kind of reminds me of shaun. Wierd. So theres an episode of scrubs on thats talking about how are you supposed to get over someone if their always around? ( Read more... )

Some days I want to quit college and never look back. Open a surf shop, travel with a band, work at a label, write for my own ezine, do anything but this. Others Im sure I should be here. Then there are the days that end with y where I just wish to go in my closet and scream then walk out feeling better. If only that ever did anything but make my ( Read more... )

Whoever posted that they wanted to be added.. little tip. A name, anonymous doesnt help much lol

I havent missed a message. what a suprise you cant miss what you never had. Im scared of the city, not because of the dark. Because of the light and what I might find. Who i might (not) find. I never told the truth to anyone but you. By the time I got the words out you they didnt matter. If I could have one thing besides another chance it would be ( Read more... )

Apparently we've been deleted. Whats new? Flashback to old friends, clever lines, and better boys. crazy nights better love.

Havent written in so long i dont even remember the last time. In mor recent news Heather is in Brazil well shes back today but she has been shaun leaves for college on aug 20 :( I havent talked to andy since he left apparently mosely is in europe some where youd have to ask amanda. Christines birthday is tomorrow. My house caved in and Im living in ( Read more... )

So choir is going well and, ricky and christine are finally dating. Talking to Brandon a little more. He found me on myspace. Its still in my email, june 28. I know, I know. Serendipity=romantic comedy lol not chick flick. Anyway I dont think im gonna audition for the sound of music, im scared lol. Even though it is 50 pershow. I dunno. Anyway more ( Read more... )