today i was informed that im gonna be entered in a poetry contest. ive always been told im a good writer, and who knows maybe itll pay off. its gonna be in the form of a sonnet, and something very close to my heart. ive felt alot of burden for the past gosh idk know 4-5 months something like that and its helping me grow and learn from my mistakes ( Read more... )

yes this is gonna be my day step by step so listen ( Read more... )

so halloween blew we just hung out at matts and then went to the trail for a bit....us girls dressed up like whores haha matt and corey didnt dress up at all. for the past few days justin has been mad at me cuz he got really drunk and thought i was flirting with two of his best friends which is really dumb. last night i got him to finally talk to ( Read more... )

errr....i really need help

but the only person that can help me won't......

and i cant turn to anyone else for this

so i guess i give up

....and i cant

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i didnt go to school because i had tests that i didnt know anything about what was on them. so i skipped and went to justins house...haha he woke up early as fuck just to hang out with me,and i love that. of course for like the first hour we were shy and didnt really talk that much or anything but we ended up kissing some more:-)))))))))) he has ( Read more... )

uhhh.... my grandma is really sick and in the hospital...:-(

my weekend didnt end as good as i thought.

last night jennifer had a party because her parents were out of town. after justin was done skating his demo in lancaster, i went and picked him and brian up.at first it was boring we played twister and did the oujia board(or h/e you spell it) and i was seriously freaked out. it wasnt that bad until they started supposedly talking to a spirit and ( Read more... )

last night we went to lineberger to "skate" you know even though i didnt. then we all went bowling and jennifer whooped our asses like whoa she was gettin like 4 strikes in a row and shit. poor justin his total was like a 23.... :-/ hahahahaa....but i did get a strike and it was awesome! after that we went to red rail and charlotte to watch them ( Read more... )

so yea tonight we are going bowling with like 10 people and its gonna be so much fun!!!

nicole,jennafurr,justin,chris,liljohn,brian,travis and me...oh yea we're gonna tear it up!

pictures soon hopefully haha...of me whooping their asses