so after school yesterday we all went to the skatepark and hung out with a ton of people i dont even wanna name them all. but ::sigh:: justin was there and this boy is amazing. i kept getting hit on by black guys yesterday, i mean do i look like the type that would be into black guys or something? i dont know what the deal is.
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ok the justin smoking pot thing is starting to really bother me for some reason....im trying to ignore it for the time being but i dont think itll go away. he feels differently about me because of things i told him last night, hopefully he wont turn his back on me because of it im starting to get a feeling it might not work out as we hope,because ( Read more... )

yess today was awesome as always...i woke up and jp had sent me a message over myspace just like he does about everyday telling me all these sweet things. i love waking up and the first thing i read is from him and even though he is a brown m&m its still beautiful. i came home early from school cuz the nurse said i had pink eye even though it was ( Read more... )

ok yesterday i was driving around with jennifer and nicole and frankie j's cover of "MORE THAN WORDS" came on... and i had heard a little of it before but never the whole song.i seriously got tears in my eyes listening to it, i mean extreme's original version was already amazing and frankie j just blew it out of the water, it couldnt be any more ( Read more... )

i just got in its 7:30 in the morning and i had a boring ass night except getting to hang out with justin....fuckin tired as shit, driving around with dane for two hours for no reason was fun, even though in all reality all it was, was a waste of money...w/e it was chill. im starting to realize that there are alot of cool kids around gastonia that ( Read more... )

last night i had the dumbest idea. i had never met justin before so i was talking to travis and i was like,"lets go pick him up" and it was like 2 in the morning and i had school today. i ended up not going to bed until 6:30 and had to wake up at 7:20....so needless to say i didnt go.i ended up getting at his house at 8 this morning and hanging out ( Read more... )

so my smile today is dedicated to justin pittman who is an awesome guy ive found out recently. i am starting to see a pattern here, i like little thug boys now and i cant help it...damnit kable. i didnt even try to find him its like we came to each other. he actually lives here in the same county as me, he is really talented, same age...doesnt know ( Read more... )

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so skipped school AGAIN for the second day in a row because i have nothing motivating me to go. i thank my friends for being here for me and helping me through whatever im going through right now, i dont even exactly know what it is. im sooo confused..grr...i dont know what i want right now and there are all these options standing right in front of ( Read more... )

i know ive already posted up an entry today about how im happy and such.... but truth be told i just got kicked in the teeth, or so it felt. im trying to not get lost in my own self pitty, because its not a good place to go once you're in its hard to get out. its not the fact that i miss "him" its the fact that i miss the feeling i use to get. i ( Read more... )