Grrrrr

[stae]

What a complete and utter waste of fucking time. 50 dollars in cab fares so that i could go and stand around and listen to metal at the indie temple, when we were supposed to go to lovecats. Made even more fantastic by the fact that i thought i would go out on a limb and go out without previously sussing out a safety net of friends, that fatal

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[pretty_vacant19]

Ahh, see. This is why I keep going out to a minimal.

[balli]

You should have come to the depot instead. I was drunk and in very fine form that night. *hugs*

[stae]

thank you for virtual hugs, i will put them in my pocket. you only go to depot on saturdays though hey?

[balli]

To save for later.... right? because if so.. you dont really need to hoard them hehe Um.. no i go out any night. It just usually it happens to be saturday night for some reason. See i'd go out on a friday night if you invited me haha

[stae]

Thats right so that i can pull them out and wrap myself in solace when i need it. fridays i usually go to a goth club and i don't know how comfortable you would be with that??

[necromimesis]

I wanted to come talk to you at Faith, and discuss pot and acid and that Stew and I in our respective states finally realised that "stae" = "stay" LMAO I had honestly never even realised that before.

Anyway, you were in between two girls for what seemed like forever, and I wasn't going to come up and interrupt your Stud Man Status ;P Added to which, I was that stoned that making sense wasn't really high on my list of abilities at the time.

BUT, my point is - Hi :)

I'm sorry that the thing with the lass has ended in this way :/ I wish it had worked out differently for you.

It's not her responsibility, but if she told you that she'd hang out with you all night and fucked off, then that's different *nods*

[stae]

I was between 2 girls yes, one of which i didn't want to leave alone since she didn't know anybody else there and it did occur to me in hindsight that i did see you enter faith but i never spoke to you....oops

It is no surprise and as i said the main point i am sore about is the leaving me alone bit, because despite any bravado i am quite the social fraidycat. I don't do well at just up and talking to complete strangers.

[_nephthys_]

heya :) long time no c.
I have a few select friends but I am still not 100% close to them. I keep my distance. it keeps us all much happier to not extremely rely on one another or be in eachothers back pockets. Nowdays I don't go 'out on a limb'. Maybe that sounds hardened but it saves you a lotta mental anguish.

anyways, just droppin a line to say hi (that is if u even remember me) and to giv ya my opinion (if you want it)

:)

[stae]

I remember you, i trod on your foot as i recall and we talked about pants.

Thing is i like proper friends though, ones that you can trust so it sucks when people tend to show their natures beyond their virtues.

[_nephthys_]

ah yes the cranky pants lol

I still have proper friends I can trust, I just still always keep a part of me that only I have access to. I suppose in an idealistic world it would be nice to be able to trust everyone, but reality is that it's not that easy. At least until you know the people for a damn long time.

[stae]

i no i would never trust everyone, most people can go fuck themselves, but in that case i thought i had gotten past the shite part.

[_pseudonym_]

If i was there i would have talked to you (you know me- anoying drunk girl that dosnt stop talking). but i was having my own crappy night on the coast.

[stae]

That would have been nice for to be talking to you. Besides i don't think you are annoying, maybe a little loud at times but thats about it :) oh and stop stealing my drinks you.

[_pseudonym_]

*giggles* yeah i little loud, i owe you a few drinks me thinks...
missed you on wed were you there? i wont be out this weekend either. catch up soon =)

[stae]

no i wasn't out, i was in quite the shitter of a mood so i decided against subjecting people to my misery. but yes will catch up soon.