So i prolly shouldn't be posting this in a state of agitated irritation but i have been meaning to record some thoughts for a while. I recently passed a milestone of numbers and i am still not quite sure what to make of it all. Its more an imposed trauma i suppose, redolent with expectations and social nuances with a fair measure of self assuring ( Read more... )

She came to me amongst the whispers of the night, when lashes flutter with thoughts unbridled. Took my hand and lead me down a winding path to a dark garden. There she turned to me delicately placing two soft kisses upon my lips. The look she cast into my eyes was tender and though no words were spoken the moment seemed bittersweet and spoke to me ( Read more... )

It's about 11pm and I stand on the corner minding the bags breathing deep of cold air that doesn't taste acrid with scorched earth. Its quiet it seems for a Friday night, at least for what I expect from a place I have never been before. Its cold but it's a good cold, though everyone is wearing football jumpers and as far as a season is able it ( Read more... )

I just bought guitar hero hits from the 80s and have to say not even remotely impressed. You can't just change the colour of the avatar and release it as a new game with a $70 price tag you cheap fuckers. It looks like guitar hero 2 at the difficulty level of number 1, I'm ok at it but 4 stars on expert first attempt of a song you have got to be ( Read more... )

"This one here is good, this one by...." I nod, smile and bite my tongue knowing it to be my own work, just not in my name ( Read more... )

My passport application took under 2.5 hours to process, i'll be taking that as a positive sign... Actually ended up wandering onto the wrong floor as well and made a serendipitous discovery. I think circumstance feels that i am blind so its making the clues easy on me, which is nice for a change ( Read more... )

ok so quick recount of some random events ( Read more... )

One of the main things I have always regretted is never developing a heroin habit. Pure carnal, animalistic hunger and need, when other concerns are rendered impotent and secondary. Addiction teaches you a lot about yourself and what you are prepared to sacrifice to feed that egocentric craving. Its simple. Its base ( Read more... )

Last night was a happy times barbecue send off for an awesome gymnastics girl, which turned out to be oodles of fun and prolly the best barbecue i've ever been too. Though i am now down a pair of glasses and an ipod but have been reunited with hair products i didn't know i was missing. Last night made me realise how cool and amazing my friends are ( Read more... )

"Did any of you ever see Doctor Tetrazzini perform? I say perform advisedly because his operations were performances. He would start by throwing his scalpel across the room into the patient and then make his entrance like a ballet dancer. His speed was incredible: 'I don't give them time to die,' he would say. Tumors put him in a frenzy of rage. ' ( Read more... )