Graduation Day...and stuff

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Slowly changing myself for what I hope will be the better. I cannot stand to be at tech anymore, and its sad. I show up and want to cry, then leave wondering if I will wake up the next morning to do it all over again or just end it. Scary I know, but no one would know it because I'm not really one to flaunt my issues. I smile when someone says 'hi

Comments

[spaz1306]

your brother is leaving u too eh yeah it sucks but u get used to it enventualy. it seems liek they are leaving forever but they never do. yeah i cried when we left zeek at the dorm at mtech ull do jsut fine. and y is he going to NY or Cali dont they have farms and cows and stuff here?

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He's going to work for a company that deals with impregnating cows...or something...

[bitchenblue]

i miss my big bro too :( but i know that hes never really gone. plus i get all his stuff haha, so that makes it better.

[itsallinthefeet]

aww you can't leave tech :) you should get involved in other things though, i know i was like super involved, and i kinda miss it. Like now, my life is work, and school, aaand a little social life thown in there. An i know you're life is similar.. school and tech.. and oh..maybe a social life in there, somewhere... right?

as for the bro thing.. ahh i know what you mean there! sue's moving out in aug, and as much as we drive each other crazy, i don't know how i will handle it. I mean, we've shared a room my intire life. how am i suppose to deal with that? I mean we spend days together and we go to class together.. and now she's moving out! there should be a law against that :) well i hope the party went well, and you may be in a rut now, but hey, that's what high school is all about uuups and dooowns.....have fun! :-P

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yeah..its just a period of transition...so when are you coming in to visit???? huh huh? lol :)