sometimes I wonder if it's possible to have a broken heart

all the time...

and not necessarily from anyone in particular

just... I guess, from yourself.

I think it is...

yeah I decided that live journal just sucks...

and so does life in general... most of the time....

do you ever wonder if there's more to life than this? More to life than being in love, and working a stupid job.. but more specifically more to life than drinking or getting high or doing things you know are just plain dumb and if you had common sense then you'd realize it.... Maybe I'm just growing up too fast and I don't get it because of how I ( Read more... )

so guess what
it's mike's birthday party tonight
and we're drinking
a lot
which means
I'll be drunk
which means
no more stress
YES!!

and it also means
probably
that there will be lots of
wonderful
*sex*
going on
like there always is
yay!

but now
we have to wait
until our buyer comes here
for us to get
totally
and utterly
smashed
and
obliviated

yeah..... this sucks.

ok so apparently I have bad taste. which I have to laugh at because my friends and mike always say they don't like preppy girls, and then they go and say they're hott... when I really don't think they are and that automatically means I have bad taste in girls. what the hell... I like what i like, my choice isnt it? anyway it got annoying so I had ( Read more... )

yeah... sooooooooooooooo tired... so very very very tired.. did not get to sleep until about 5:30am... woke up at 11...went back to sleep til like 10 minutes ago.... I am so very very tired. totally drained of all energy.... blech...

Taking my hair down at work, I stare at a face not entirely my own in the mirror above the sink. I see not only me, but I see my mother. The same piercing eyes that scrutinize every curl and curve, the same jet black hair that she made perfect every morning before work, the same routine I watched her do when I was a little girl, I now do myself. My ( Read more... )

ok so just woke up... my neck hurts... a lot... and so does the rest of my back.. for reasons I do not know..... today is el friday which means partay for Avery... excited about the party, sad cuz it's a goodbye party for avery..... cuz he's moving in like, a week... to colorado. :( it's so far away... it makes me sad ( Read more... )

you know I really do hate it when people are complete assholes to me for absolutely no reason at all.... I mean, brett comes over and then mike is a dickhead, then brett is a complete asshole to me and I have no fucking clue what I did to anyone, I've been in a pretty good mood all damn day up until now... and then whenever I'm around mike starts ( Read more... )