I hate existing!

[stagnantly]

I really don’t like the ‘joys’ and excitement others always seem to experience; once I’m there I find myself asking ‘so…when will this end?’ or ‘this isn’t great. Everyone is fooling themselves.’ I’m so ridiculously cynical and pathetic and I am ADMITING IT because I don’t give two shits anymore.

Whenever I’m in a room by myself I want so badly to

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[sleeepykitty]

I just want to let you know that your last few entries have really gotten me, and I do read all of yours but so often I'm at a loss of what to reply.
You're the only person who I feel I relate to even in the slightest and as you know I'll always be here for you<3

(ps. you'relookingprettytiny,pleasetakecare..)

[stagnantly]

Please move here and get an apartment with me.
I NEED A ROOMMATE [like you..haha]

[arielliz]

hi, it's really creepy cause i have the same daydream too a lot
well, i mostly always daydream about finding an empty small 4 wall room and banging my head against all the walls till I don't feel anything
anymore, not sure if it would work, but I'd do it screaming

and God, i wrote in my diary this morning: ' I wanna quit, quit everything, not live another year, not wake up in the morning'

I'm kinda relieved there are people like me out there...
thanks