I really don’t like the ‘joys’ and excitement others always seem to experience; once I’m there I find myself asking ‘so…when will this end?’ or ‘this isn’t great. Everyone is fooling themselves.’ I’m so ridiculously cynical and pathetic and I am ADMITING IT because I don’t give two shits anymore.
Whenever I’m in a room by myself I want so badly to
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