i really miss my dad. i feel so empty without him being here. i feel like i'm living for nothing now. he'll never be here to see me graduate or anything, i hate that feeling. i just don't feel like myself anymore. i feel like i'm being so mean to everyone, specially mom. i feel like she is treating me like a baby, when she just wants the best ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i could lay in bed forever and sleep because life seems worthless to wake up to. i'm tired. i want high school to end now i'm very bored with everything. i really don't know what to talk about to tell you the truth. i really just don't know what to do with myself maybe that's why i don't want to wake up. i don't know, i ( Read more... )

Who ever told India that I was playing her and all this shit, I hope you're happy she dumped my ass. I'm glad you told her lies about me. I'm glad she won't even talk to me now because of you. I don't know who you are or why you feel its your right to fuck things up for me. Specially things between India and I. After I find a girl I really ( Read more... )

i've been pretty happy this week. i wonder why?? :)

Well... There went spring break 2005. Graduation is June 3rd and I'm itching to get out of that Hell called high school. I had a pretty good time in Flordia. I miss it a lot. I really hate the idea of going back to school in the morning. Friday after I got back from my 16 hour drive from Flordia, I hung out with Paul, Buddy, and James. ( Read more... )

I'm home. I arrived at 2 o'clock pm, Friday. Just to inform people who care. Which are not many, if any at all.

I'm going to Davenport Flordia. I'm leaving around 2 o'clock Easter Sunday. I'm going to Disney World and other places. Will was suppose to go but he cannot make it now because of test he has to take a VT. So I have an empty seat if anyone would want to go.

( quizess )

This is the first day of my life ( Read more... )

I'm tired. Very tired, but I can't fall asleep yet. Monday I left school early and went to Lexington with Kara. She showed me places in that area I've never seen before. It was a really good day that was long over due. Yesterday I went to school, got my new cellphone, then skated... Went out to eat and then chilled with Ross. Later.