I fall again
Love before the latent rage?

Someone more pained by the world?
Someone more beautiful because of said pain?

I want to save her. I'm no hero.

I want to save myself.

I went hiking on the weekend and it went really badly. A combination of things piled up and I honestly thought I wasn't going to be coming back and it terrified me. I had an ear infection which raised my body temperature drastically, I was exhausted from a week of nearly no sleep... Roughly 6 hours in 7 days. I wound up with heatstroke as a result ( Read more... )

I look at my life ( Read more... )

Ok, I've been idly thinking and have gone off on a slightly unusual tangent (stops for exclamations of surprise and shock)... It's about vegetarians ( Read more... )

In the last 3 months, I've started feeling normally again... The whole range of normal feelings that usually seemed to be filtered out of my emotional response range... Most of the time, I reacted how I'd seen others react... Now it's all very real and it's exceptionally complicated ( Read more... )

I've finally figured out what the feeling is that I've been living with for the last  6 or so weeks ( Read more... )

1. Put your iPod (itunes) on shuffle ( Read more... )

I'm getting fed up with people, and myself ( Read more... )

Some people need to grit their teeth and put a bullet in the past, let it die, bury it and use the clean slate to start writing the future ( Read more... )

I am a totally unworthwhile piece of shit.