I'm kind of scared. My chest/upper stomach has been hurting since Wednesday. Yesterday/today it has been past the point of tolerable. I went to the doctor, he gave me an antibiotic, it did nothing. Today I'm going to my pediatrician and hopefully someone can tell me what the hell is wrong with me. I've also been having a fever and yesterday I was ( Read more... )

natalie made me giggle last night when she told me about the reagan youth show at tompkins on the 28th. that will be gnarlyyyyyyyy

i hope i can control the homosexuality unlike the last show at tompkins with the russian girl i attacked.

anyone wanna go stay in brooklyn with me sometime this week or next at my friend jane's apartment?

i suck as a friend and i'm sorry.

It was a good three years ( Read more... )

sadly i remain in love with you

i'd do anything you ask me to.

life is so fucking weird. i'm back in new jersey for good.

well god, i hope not for good good.

whatever, this monkey's gone to heaven.

i'm going to to reinvent myself like madonna soon.

I wrote this for a baby
Who has yet to be born
My brother's first child
I hope that womb's not too warm
Cause it's cold out here
And it'll be quite a shock
To breathe this air
To discover loss

So I'd like to make some changes
Before you arive
So when your new eyes meet mine
They won't see no lies
Just love.

I need to stop listening to sad music.

Cause it hurts to discover one's worse and one's better ( Read more... )

I never thought you'd be a junkie because heroin is so passe.

well said Mr. Taylor Taylor.

oh my gosh. i just thought about a "fusto" from italian class in high school.

it means a "barrel-chested man" and it is the word they use for a hunk.

I'm an idiot, because my birthday's actually on Sunday. Not Saturday. Whatever ( Read more... )