Do I sometimes continue forward with blinders on? What's the difference between blinders and faith?

Add to the beauty

Contribute to Equality

Grow self

The count:  Weekday #1

Things I wanted to do today:
- Research jobs
- Research new industries
- Go through emails
- Plan my trip
- Visa paperwork
- Organize my room
- Exercise
- Punching bag
- Practice Gung Fu
- Soak my ankle
- Hang out with Penny
- Go see Sand Mandala
- Read
- Cook
- Finish watching movie

How many of those have I done today.....?

Yea haha.  A bit ( Read more... )

The count:  8 hours.

How are you supposed to feel?  Is there a natural human response?  Is there a generalized response set by society?  I'm so torn, and just trying to look on the good side.

I made it through work today, for the most part, as if nothing were out of the ordinary.  And then I got home, and felt pretty numb.  If I weren't happy for my ( Read more... )

Freedom
- what is freedom to me?  explore? float?
- system where image rules
- power can beget freedom

Freedom vs. Obligation
- growth and development
- raise something to be confident, independent -- do you let them go?

Commitment
- physical vs mental/emotional

"Home"

Value
Shared
Allowed
Enabled
Empowered
Welcoming back
Sending off into world
Happy

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This is a repost. As I have started to separate myself from IMC, I thought it would be appropriate to pay homage to some of the people who have had a profound impact on my last handful of years. Missing from this mix are my closest friends from high school and college, without whom I really could not imagine my life being enjoyable at all.

It ( Read more... )

I still love my job. 

On Fucking Up...

...at work. I guess I'm the type of person who's pretty hard on herself. I'm 3 weeks in to work, and I've already messed up a number of times. Of course, I've done hundreds and hundreds of things successfully by this point (day 15). And I need to remember that people forget things, shit happens, and we need to deal with it and ( Read more... )

I feel like I should make a non-guy related update for once.

Life Update:- I have moved back to the Bay Area. Current count in California is 11 days ( Read more... )