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On a number of occasions I've been accused of confusing my facebook status update thingy with my journal or, more specifically, my livejournal. Once upon a time, a long time ago, this stopped being a safe place for me. Beyond that, I think I just want to be able to blather on aimlessly and know that I'm being seen (because "heard" is just wrong) ( Read more... ) -
Tonight (but you won't)
If you were ever planning on calling me again it would be tonight or maybe tomorrow but definitely before Sunday. And if you, yes you, called, I would be different this time. This is it, this could finally happen, or we could try and fail one more time. You're a lot of things but a regret is not one of them ( Read more... ) -
I'm not suicidal, I just can't get out of bed.
I haven't been able to get that song, that single lyric, out of my head for a very very very long while. I do love me some Metric and I dig Emily Haines but - I drift into a drift into a deep fog - I am over it ( Read more... ) -
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I miss you and I don't think I should, but I do. The end. -
if you look up fickle in the dictionary...
i changed my mind.
something happened and it made my heart hurt so goddamnfuckingmuch, that i don't want to look back. part of me thought "cannot" but that's not true... this is self-preservation. this is being kind to myself.
so let's just not and say we did. better yet, let's not say anything at all.
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The smell of hospitals.
I need to remember the good times now; the birthday parties, not the morphine drip. It's time to get over the movie scenes repeating in my head, the ones of me saving the day. I know I could clear my mind if only I can get you out of that hospital bed.
-----Sunday in Tacotown with my favorite girls ( Read more... ) -
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I spent the night searching for Grace but found myself lost instead. -
The world in which you inhabit.
Exist in the world
Remember: look, watch, and see
Do not turn away
(haiku for the broken)
