A lot has changed in two years. Finally went back to the Army full time. Trying to be a recruiter, failing miserably at it. Seems im pretty good at failing. Moved to Texas for it. Bought a car and a house. Had another beautiful baby girl. Still married to my wonderful wife. Stopped talking to most of my so called friends. Most stopped talking to me ( Read more... )

Man i am so tired of being here. This AT sucks. No fucking cell reception. No showers, no laundry, no shoppette. This shit is rough. Barely any sleep and I'm fucking starving cause the food sucks and the MREs aren't much better. Can't wait to get home next week. It can't come soon enough

I'm failing. I'm failing at life. I'm failing in my career. I'm failing in my relationship. I am nothing but a failure. I juat don't know how long I can keep failing. It seems no matter what I do nothing can ever go right. The worst part is having no one to talk to. No friends I feel I can go to for help. No one I want to call. No family that I ( Read more... )

Well its been far too long since I last updated this. Like a year and a half. Since then we moved into our own apartment. My mom was living with us here for a bit but she moved out after a few months. Thankfully. She did not listen to anything we talked about before moving in. But now its just us and Jerries. He moved with us because his parents ( Read more... )

Christmas has passed and a new year has begun. We are still living with my in-laws and I did not find a job but I did start going to a new school. I found a mechanic school to go to that's a little closer but I don't get paid as much by the army for going there so that kind of sucks. But on the bright side I found some cool guys to carpool with so ( Read more... )

There's a bit for me to post about. First we aren't going active quite just yet. We moved in with my wife's family instead. For us it was mostly to get into a better neighborhood and so we can all help each other out. I finished school and am now on the hunt for a job. Hopefully I will get one soon. My baby is almost a year old now. Just a couple ( Read more... )

Again i keep forgetting to update. its been quite a while since i last updated. Married life is going well, my daughter is growing fast. Wedecided it would be best to try and go back to active duty. Steady pay check and a month of leave every year. No worries about reduced hours or anything like that so we are trying to go. hopefully the paperwork ( Read more... )

Been celebrating my birthday this weekend since I just turned 25 yesterday. Been pretty fun, played beer pong last night with a few friends. Feels pretty good to have my own little family to spend my birthday with. I have looked forward to starting a family for many, many years. My last few birthdays have been pretty good since my wife came into my ( Read more... )

Well its been a few months, my daughter is now two months old. I am a dad. It feels great, I am so happy she is here in my life finally. Nine months is a long time to wait to meet someone lol. Kaylee is so smart and wonderful. And she has the most beautiful blue eyes, we really hope that she keeps them and that they don't change to brown like my ( Read more... )

Well it has been a few months since my last post, sorry. lets see what's new. Well I started going to school to become an electrician. Its been a lot of fun so far. Pretty easy to get everything so far but I know as soon as we get into a little more complicated things that it won't be so easy and I'll have to really put my head into it. Also found ( Read more... )