I just read every post I had written in this waste of a journal, and it is far too droll and filled with way too much bullshit to even matter.

Why was a 20-something writing like a pre-teen? "Oh, woe is me."

Shut the fuck up, Bob, you pathetic cunt. 

This is my first time logging into this account and making a post in 17 years.

The really weird thing is that nothing in my life has changed at all in that time. Crazy, right?

I really felt great last night. I love the fall - it makes everything in life seem to disappear, if that makes sense to anyone. I just am totally in love wiht autumn; I can't really explain it. Autumn at night is the best ever. Fuck winter and summer ( Read more... )

This week's movies:

Corpse Bride

Not as good as Nightmare, but still not bad overall. Very short, so there isn't much drag to the story at all. The songs are not as catchy as in Nightmare either, but the characters are pretty well developed yet not overly complex. There is no suprise to the ending, and it pretty much finishes in the way that is ( Read more... )

The events of this past weekend, things that have happenend to my family, it makes me feel like I shouldn't have anything to complain about - it makes me honestly feel that my problems aren't important, no matter how much I know I am being affected by them. I don't pretend to think that what is going on in my heart will ever be more important than ( Read more... )

In a dream I spent the day with you ( Read more... )

To my sisters and brother ( Read more... )

Today I have my interview at The Shaw's ("we got blueberrys, strawberrys, raspberrys too!") for overnight stocking. That's stocking, not stalking. At any rate, I would say wish me luck, but I can't imagine that I could fuck this up. I suppose if I went in naked that might put a damper on my chances, but since I am relatviely well (for me)dressed ( Read more... )

I feel like shit. Physically, mentally, emotionally...Of course there is no one around to talk to. I wish I could vent in my journal, but then again what would be the point? No one ever reads it, and by the time anyone DID read it, it wouldn't matter any more - it would just be too late ( Read more... )

So last night I bit the bullet, backed up all my files, and reformatted the computer. I still have all my music files (thank God), but I lost Photoshop (which is a bummer, seeing as how much it costs to buy for real). But, on the bright side, I am (I hope) virus free and I also have an extra 7 gigs of memory that I can use again that was ( Read more... )