Jake asked me if I'd like to go get some coffee some time.

Huh.

Odd.
But I haven't seen him in forever so it's kinda nice : )

"I don't wonder. I know I'm not seeing anyone better than you for my life or for me."

- Evan

I'M JUST SAYING. I'M JUST SAYING.

...COULD I BE ANY MORE HAPPY RIGHT NOW??? DOUBTFUL!

EDIT:
More happy : 3

evan:  ok, i know i was a complete moron at the time
but
i think we can ut refer to it as the time i wa a total moron
also you look aweome atm
 me:  first ( Read more... )

This is insane ( Read more... )

Guess what ( Read more... )

...How could I not love someone who says such beautiful things?

evan (7:56:00 PM): because in a way, you were mine to lose
evan (7:56:08 PM): i dont think i ever got you
evan (7:56:21 PM): you werent in my world
evan (7:56:24 PM): and then you were mine
evan (7:56:33 PM): i just had to not extinguish the flame
evan (7:56:46 PM): except now the fire grew ( Read more... )

I'm going to miss you so fucking much ( Read more... )

Ignore the last entry and go to the one before it.

It holds true.

I love him I love him I love him.

Ugh.

But I'm smarter this time...I haven't told him yet.

I would like to quote you, Evan, darling:

Evan (11:41:16 PM): i want you to be happy
Angela (11:41:23 PM): me?
Evan (11:41:27 PM): more than anyone else
Evan (11:41:36 PM): i want you to be happy

This ( Read more... )

 I can't...even put...into words...how absolutely, over the top angry I am right now. I'm at the end of my rope and the next person who even bothers to say words to me with regret it.

I mean really. REALLY. You- YOU have never even SEEN me angry! Ha! Oh my GOD it would be great to see you right now so I could just blow up. But nooooo because then it ( Read more... )

Okay. That's it.

I love you Evan. The end. Don't even care if I only saw you once after like...5 years and we've only talked on aim since.

Don't care.

The end.

And I really don't give a shit how awkward you are.

Really, the end this time. 

Oh boy.

He's just so cute.

I feel like I'm falling in love with him all over again.

Of course, this is not a good thing since there's...supposedly no hope for us.

And yet, here I am, falling for his beauty again and again.

I think I'll be hopelessly in love with him for...the rest of forever.

I wish I would have noticed how clingy I was being and how ( Read more... )