So now me and princess pink aka chloe are now about to move into a 'pad' (one bedroom flat that is a damnsight bigger than the studio squalors we were looking at) just off crouch end. I have to travel about the same distance for work but i've finally done it. I uprooted from *shudder* essex and i'm now a londoner. I do love her. x

So after spending 3 hours trying to contact Chloe she finally calls saying she's out and she's going to a club with her friends which is fine by me but I'd just wished she'd told me. Is this wrong? No answers to phone calls snowballing into uncontrollable panic? I mean right now is when I need her most to tell me it's all going to be O.K. but when' ( Read more... )

Ok so the last week has been quite possibly the most confusing week ever ( Read more... )

Ok so right now i'm kinda realising that im coming up to 20 and have achieved nothing whatsoever, i mean ACTUALLY nothing i was meant to. I was meant to be in some university somewhere (oxbridge wasnt out of my sites though the people put me off) and i dont know. i failed. i fucked it up. I am VERY happy with me and chloe, she makes me smile even ( Read more... )

Ok, so today has been an ok day at work. However, I discovered a Client song on the football factory soundtrack, this weirded me out a bit but I listened to it quite a bit ( Read more... )

So right now is the happiest I have been in quite a while, Smiling even in a net cafe with chloe in the far corner because we couldntget a computer together.
So easter was amazing, spent with butterflies and videos and cuddles. Couldn't have gone better, it asserts that this is the woman i want to spend the rest of my life with. x

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So tommorow is my birthday and mine and chloe's anniverssary (gosh a year already?) I have to work 9-6 which isnt so good. I've got a job in HMV now, its a 9-5 , 5 days a week standard job but with 30%discount and the chance to listen to any stock i want which is a perk, no doubt ( Read more... )

Nobody ever seems to care about what i write on this anymore so i don't really know why im writing this but i feel those who know me (i.e people who read this?) should know. My dad had his second heart attack in 6 months yesterday, he wont learn and its really frustrating. my family really frustrate me. i feel like crying and screaming at a wall. i ( Read more... )