It's been 4 ever since i have updated. So i figured i would. Things have been going pretty good.. better then they had then.. I'm finally getting things back together.. some things i was confused about I've finally gotten under control.. im finally over some things thank god!.. Kats over here and we're having a good time... we havent hung out in it ( Read more... )

Ah last 15 minutes of summer!!!.. had to update b/c someone actually reads my lj and commented that i hadnt updated today.. I still dont know what I'm going to wear! eek.. better go figure that out! ;P gotta look cute
Alrite well.. I'll add more later! call me 622-1351

I wish i was as strong as i say I am.. i wish i didnt have to act like im tough and can handle it. I wont do anything that i would regret but I know inside i want to ( Read more... )

Well.. today i got up not in the best mood because last night i was somewhat upset. But now i think I feel alot better.. see yesterday I dumped brandon.. I had been mad at him and now i wish i would have talked to him first.. well after i did it i called him up last night.. b/c i wasnt sure if i really wanted to break it off.. but we both agree ( Read more... )

Well.. todays been.. kinda... um whats the word.. shockingly and surprisingly relieving. and i just realized how much time in my head that im actually updating atleast like every night.. ah wow im a freak.. ok kinda went off topic there.. brandon didnt call me tonite.. I think hes pissed at me.. my idiotic mom told him that i liked some other guy ( Read more... )

Hey.. just got back from a party.. it was somewhat fun. I had a good time. I came home from the beach yesterday. The begining of the week sucked ass.. brandon was busy and it seemed like we never got to hang out just me and him.. but the end of the week was cool and he took me out on the beach at night to swim.. (it was kinda scary b/c the sand ( Read more... )

I had a pretty good day yesterday.. hung out with kat which was awesome and went to the church to watch everyone play. Hank! Hank!.. lol. Then Kat came back here and she spent the night and stuff.. we didnt do to much just hung out but it was still awesome to just have a girls night without my bro here and just be able to relax. Today Kat's gma is ( Read more... )

(¯`*·»yOu gOttA tAkE sOmE cHaNcEs
yOu gOttA [ r i s k ] it alL
yOu gOttA clOsE yOur EyEs `jump'
'cAusE it migHt bE wOrtH tHe fAlL..*

^ love that quote! and ive finally learned to understand it. lately ive been taking alot of chances and risking alot. Well i duno if i quite ended how i wish it would have but it ended better then it could have. I ( Read more... )

I'm in a good mood today.. which is a change for this week. lol.. i feel so much better bout something thank gah! lol Well i went shopping yesterday with adam and kat.. it was awesome.. we had a good time and i brought some of my clothes to that platos closet place and i think im going to get some money today for them. woo! Well my dad's home with ( Read more... )

Alright well tonite i got even more confused. See i have this choice to make and i feel like i know the choice that i want to make. But now it seems like the choice i want to make might not even be a choice at all. I mean makin the choice is hard enough but i dont want to make this choice and end up with nothing. I dont feel like i should make the ( Read more... )