Some people say we look good together. Of course it makes me feel happy... I... Love her. But how can I love her fully when things can't seem to work out?

Uni will be my last shot.

When I was good, you pushed me away. Now that I'm like this, will you not even be there to push me away? Have I ever mentioned just how much I love my life?

Are you done disappearing off the face of my earth?

Holy shit, ms tan sounds like joan on the phone. Damn i miss her.

Two months ago, i was feeling top of the world. Plans were in place, things were progressing in line with those plans of mine which will ensure my future... Other things were on the up too. Great company to talk to, smart, sexy, and a strong woman ( Read more... )

I've never been able to understand this. A moment's slip up is able to undo a long while of goodwill. And months of atonement is enough to offset a lifetime of shit?

I thought it was god's send. But how cruel for such a diamond opportunity snatched away from it at the whims of a mortal to pay for another's mistake. At a loss as to what i am to do now. To continue pursuing it or to let that future die and let another take its place ( Read more... )

Been really sick for one week, despite that I had been working long hours for four days straight, and a 10km cross terrain run tomorrow. Not to mention a pending suspension of my promotion thanks to one big fuck up of my guy. Sighs. If i survive the week, i'm a machine. And i'm still very sick.

I need to talk to someone. But nobody comes to mind.