Quiet time

[standingtall303]

I layed in a dark room for a hour and half thinking...I get so caught up in thoughts or ideas, I run with them and don't see the consequences until I'm already in the hole. I was also thinking about moving...having my own space, that would be nice...I think that's one reason I fight so much with Stefani sometimes...because we're crammed together in

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how you sound to me

[serendipity0184]

baby, to be perfectly honest with you, most times, when i am trying to tell you something that i am thinking or what i have done that day, you sound like you are just waiting for your turn to talk. and interrupting me when i am saying these things to tell me what you think or feel or how you would have handled it or tell me another story completely is the main thing that makes me think that. I know i'm not very good at talking about my feelings or my day and such but when i do its like you just want to tell me about you and your day. Maybe if you like, i don't know, asked me detailed questions like... "what did you do in english today babe?" ya know something like that... oh i hope you understand, i'm not trying to make you feel bad or anything i just want you to know, you asked and i'm telling. I've had to keep my mouth shut for sooooo many years (and you know why)and i just really i don't think i know how to talk....wait a flipping minute.....you just signed on.... its 12 30....your either gonna get your butt kicked or someone is

[serendipity0184]

HEY YOU!! wake up! your supposed to be keeping up with this thing! ya know! feelings and such! i'm tired :( its only 10 am :( no sleep makes stefani a dull girl...

mm mm good, oh wait...shes not soup!

[standingtall303]

Hey, I put more on my journal...I have a lot more to say today but I have to pee soooooo bad so maybe a little later I'll add more....but I tried to call you to leave a voice mail, I guess your phone has been cut off or it wont recieve calls before 9 or something....let me know! -Your knight in shining armorssss!