tired of being me and knowing you. I must have a grudge against people because I cant understand the happy moronic huggy smile comments, and I just hate people. And I hate people who love other people. Even if I give in to the fact that I think everyone isnt out to get me, I still have to get over the fact that (i lost all thought of what I was ( Read more... )

Not much to do. I spent 3 hours looking at cameras today and came out feeling even more confused than I was before I started. One stores memory cards are cheaper but they're out of stock...the other is more expensive memory cards and the camera is more expensive...online, I can find it for 145 dollars...excluding shipping...it would still be less ( Read more... )

George is older. Wanted to serve in the marines, I believe, maybe it was the army but any way, but stayed home to help take care of family. He's very christian as a couple others are at work. He's a good guy. I'd like to learn more about him, he's a bit quiet with personal things such as thoughts, you have to ask him in order to get ( Read more... )

I worked very hard today, I did not even hardly take my last break...did not take lunch until 1:08. Well, let me go over my weekend...here goes ( Read more... )

Today was not a bad day even though I thought it was sabatoged at the beginning (wow, not being pessimistic for once) I'll explain later if you want to know why...and considering you're the only one that reads this...oh say...every 2 months or so haha (only a joke) you can ask if you want to know ( Read more... )

Females...well, first of all I will mention everything usually has a positive, negative counterpart. Females are so beautiful that it makes one stop and say to himself "I can't keep my eyes off of her." yet again...looks can be very deceiving ( Read more... )

I really hate being at this house...the only, the ONLY time my mom ever says anything to me, it's "do you want something to eat" or something liek that, it's stupid. I bought two more cds tonight and a dvd version of The Crow so I can watch it with you know who whenever I have the chance. I still have the Special Edition of Saw in my car, waiting ( Read more... )

Let's say I finally figured out I don't HAVE to feel bad/sad or whatever...I knew it all along, I just felt sorry for myself. I still believe I either ignore emotions or have a depressed mentality or am just different, what do you think? People still think I'm crazy. Maybe I need to be more forceful with my words, to try to make what I say sound ( Read more... )

First of all, yesterday was my dads birthday, I did not even remember until I thought some girl at works birthday was the same day, later foudn out that it wasnt. I just slept all day yesterday, from when I got home to when I had to go back to work and wanted to sleep more ( Read more... )

very tired...felll a sleep in my car today at the mall, in the parking lot...loser I am....any way Stefani called me this morning, I couldnt believe it...I was actually happy the rest of the day after I heard her voice...well, ya know me....happy is contempt...I didnt feel like quitting my job after she called, thats how hopeless I was....any ( Read more... )