I'm not crazy, I'm just not as full of it as you.

[standingtall303]

I worked very hard today, I did not even hardly take my last break...did not take lunch until 1:08. Well, let me go over my weekend...here goes

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[serendipity0184]

...not implying... i see... i'm sorry you had a bad day at work... my day isn't great.. or wasn't, its over now...oh well.. uhm i forgot what i was gonna say but it was prolly something stupid anyway... saying something defensive and blah blah...i'm sick of it.. really.. you don't know how much i hate fighting with you. its so stupid. i just wanted to tell you that it makes me so sad that you don't trust me or even believe me enough to NOT go through my things. it kills me... like i have ANY privacy anyway. and then you go and take what i DID have and throw it out the window.. and for what? to prove that i talked to someone about things you didn't approve of?
anyway
i love you
~Stefani~

[standingtall303]

But sexual things like that are crossing the friends barrier, and very immature. And I will not put up with it. And if you think this guy is such a friend, he would not of told you anything to do with his little sexual habits, plain and simple. WHEN he did mention that, you should of have enough common sense to tell him to stop or no more talking ESPECIALLY if he likes his girlfriend so much (which obviously he doesnt)....but of course not. When you listen or talk about those things, I relaly feel cheated on. Number one...someone out of nowhere doesnt say "dont fall in because we can never be" and talks about sexual habits...If the conversations continue, I'm done, do you understand that? Done, I have to make a stand. If you want to live online instead of real life, be my guest, do it...no ones stopping you. Invading your privacy? Well, you're vindictive as hell to flirt when him and others because I broke up with you...I'll stop fighting the instant you stop the friends with benefits relationships.

ugh

[serendipity0184]

first off there is no friends with benefits. its not like i'm screwing him jonathan and if you think that i am talking to him for that... then stay on your high horse.. keep up the shit... its not gonna get you anywhere. i'm sick of it i TRUELY am. you won't hear the truth from me though. i read the history on my MSN...i read it... and i saw nothing to impliment that i "wanted" him. obvioulsy i was wrong to think i could have friends and talk to someone. but i need to tell you something. if you smother me... i will run...if you invade my privacy... i will run...if you ask, i will tell you... but don't sneak and check up on me.. not behind my back...and don't find out and then ask me to see if i lie... because i DIDN'T!!! i did not lie. not about this.. nope... so you can let go of it... not remembering and lying are two different things... and please stop fighting and bitching at a 15 year old on AP.. THATS immature! i love you i do.. but i'm not something to be posessed. i'm not an object, i'm a person! damnit i am! and i will not

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[standingtall303]

you did not ruin my birthday, stefani, IT was magnificant just to spend time with you. Falling a sleep in the bed with you awake beside me watching tv... talk about love and comfort...I wanted nothing more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not even a massage!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was a good night, thank you for being there with me.