So, I was talking to Michelle Wilson tonight and Jesus revealed some things to me that I wanted to share on here. Some of it was hard but it was all really, really good. I was talking to her about my frustrations with some things (one of them being Matt right now) and I admitted that I really do love him and that is hard for me to admit because ( Read more... )

So, since Stacylyn gave me an assignment to do on anger today at bible study since I was angry, and I want to do it since I am in my spirit, this is what I was angry about. I am angry at myself for lots of reasons. One reason is the cutting thing. I know it is a bad choice to do and doesn't help anything but when I become angry it is like I am ( Read more... )

So, tonight was really rough. I was really attacked by Satan for about four or five hours straight. I prayed, read the bible, played the piano, sang, talked to a couple of people, and had some panic attacks and emotional hiccups and now I am beat and exhausted. It was weird though. After I came out of the emotional hiccup, I didn't know where I ( Read more... )

So, I guess since I have a livejournal, I should probably post on here huh? :-) I was just going to post a random post about not having something to say but then the thing I am about to talk about just came to mind. I have been crying off and on tonight for what seemed like an unknown reason at first and still pretty much does for the most part ( Read more... )

So, some of you may know this and some of you may not know this about me but I hate confrontation. Last night(Wed.) I had an opportunity to confront Stacylyn or choose to live in flesh and not confront. Of course, praise Jesus, I choose spirit. I have wanted to talk to Stacylyn for a few weeks now about our relationship and finally had the ( Read more... )

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So, I don't know what to do about "it" anymore. I am not sure I can really say what "it" is at the moment but just know that it is hard and is the most intense it has been in a long time ( Read more... )

So, I am not sure really where to start. Things have been kind of rough tonight;especially the last hour or so. I came home from visiting at the college and got in my car and started gagging like I was going to throw up. I tried to focus on Jesus, and drive home and I made it but gagged like I was going to throw up the whole way home. I am ( Read more... )