Attn: To all of those of you that have wronged my life. I forgive you ( Read more... )

I seriously have not been this angry in 4 years, I am livid beyond words! I don't care. If you have wronged me in any way I will put you back in your place. I may be too nice for my own good but do NOT push me over my edge. I am a force that will never be hurt like this AGAIN!

Here comes the loneliness...oh its the worst part of getting over anyone. I suppose its been a while coming as much as I hear the opposite response. To think of it all the signs of pointed as downhill. ugh

Everyday is a struggle. I need to put past grudges and emotions behind me. For the first time in my life I have no clue what is going to happen next. I have always ran my life on the "logic equation" the most common sense of 3-4 variables is the most correct and powerful. Maybe I am doing it all wrong and something that I never expected is going to ( Read more... )

Why do I personally blame myself for things that I did not even do? Is it a control issue that I cannot fix everything within my own perceptive enviroment? That I cannot just snap my fingers and help the next human being that I come across, I guess superheroes do not exist. Although it may seem like one fastball after another that I seemingly ( Read more... )

I never been one for being needy, normally I am 110% self sufficient and always can be there for my friends, family, ect. I honestly cannot remember the last time I ever asked anyone for anything. I really dont even think I have even ever asked any girlfriend I have ever had for help in any way or form, just got done doing homework and literally am ( Read more... )

since I have been taking a literacy publishing class here are some quick thoughts into the form of half non-fiction and poetry ( Read more... )

I know it always is a quick post and they are few and far between. Being consumed by being busy has never made me so happy, Graduation May 14th is creeping up finally, all the hard work finally paid off. So many awesome ideas for after graduation. busted my knee playing Hockey this morning (again) I am rather sad to see that it ends in a couple ( Read more... )

Still researching and wondering whats going to happen in the next few months, too much explain to put into words...

Well in this adventure sometimes words don't describe everything all at once. I have one more semester before I finally Graduate. Now the question resides, what do I do? I applied for my internship at G4 in California, I have a few other back up ideas but any more, my heart is deff set on moving, I dont think I have it in me to live in WNY any more ( Read more... )