Working a ton, knowing the next move just have to man up and take it.

So ok just to update kinda my feelings as of late. I feel stabbed in the back. My two closest friends that I have kmown since childhood both known at the same time both stabbed me straight in the back. I am no rug to be walked on. Fuck that. In greater news in finally graduated sunny fredonia which is huge to me!! I am now just working saving for ( Read more... )

Wtf!! That is all that has been happening!

I know its been a while but I will update more soon. A lot has been going on.

I dont even know what to say right now besides the series of events that have been happening have been the most random.

Apparently 2011 is another year for deaths, they are never easy, Ive already lost my boss, a co-worker, a old friend, and now a relative...I am really might just go nuts.

I wish I could think of something to title this. Feels like I am absolutely exhausted getting treated like garbage ( Read more... )

Another exhausting Sunday night after work all weekend. Back to the final weeks of college start up. Graduation still hasn't hit me yet. I think I still have dealt with the giant pile of insanity that has been going on, too bad I still feel like a mayrter. Everyone still wonders why I am a nut job about running 3-5 miles a day and going to the gym ( Read more... )

Today I woke up just kind of still pushing whats been going on lately. I am still planning on going to DEMF in Detroit at the end of May. I need to contact the stage crew so I can see if I can get some interviews with Fatboy Slim and Skrillix so I can start the documentary. Seriously just wish things need to calm down for a few in my life. I ( Read more... )

So as I sit here listening to "This American Life" waiting for class to start in the next half hour, having a million and one questions runs through my head that I am trying to figure out at this very point. Everytime someone says just work on yourself and you and I will work on me, I have herd this more times than I can remember when then they ( Read more... )