havn't updated in a while weird life. high school. cross country. dance. throwing things.

I jsut punched a hole in my wall, threw my cellie who knows where and threw a few other things. And was called fat repeatedly by my ksdfgoisdfngosfdngdfsgdsfgdsfgsdfgdf

Now I am really upset and crying. idfugheifuhgp9earusdghpq4wiuaergfbveairudfghqboerudfhg0e84rdiuh8oeirdujg09ewiorkgf

I think im going to cry. People keep telling me "everyone hates you". Is it true. Or do they just hate me?? Who knows. Who will ever know.

I'm not sure what mood im in. I stayed up until two working on a newsletter. I've tooken over and became publisher, designer and all that crap, once again. Tis meaning I got up four hours later and went to work 1/2 of an hour early to try to finish things. But it seemed like I got nothing done today. They did order me a tee-shirt. I'm not sure if I ( Read more... )

I won't be going tonight. I have no ride. I could walk or ride my bike. I've done it before but it too late and it would be pitch black coming home. Which isn't bad but I do have parents whom care. Gr

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