today i got alot accomplished. i finished my dance midterm, did my college essay and started my economics project all by 11. fucking nice. i got some nice art boks from the ppl who work upstairs from my mom. very cool. me n mom went grocery shopping and got mad stuff. good time. then we come home n im jus chillin n chattin. yoyo comes upstairs ( Read more... )

weirdest thing ever.... Jose gives me Fatos email address and i think to myself "what am i supposed to do with this" well i wrote him last night. hell why not. it'll be a yr on the 4th that we havent talked n we used to be really close. i miss it. i think about him everyday. that was my boy. so i emailed him...addressed the issue we had. said the ( Read more... )

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as i sit here listening to old lifehouse alota thing go through my head. alota things. yesterday was wild. i hurt both of my ankles cuz of an accident with a car and horseplay. its all good tho. not mad at anyone, just in alota pain. both ankles sprained, ligaments stretched and torn, blood vessles broken. no walkin for awhile. no dance for an even ( Read more... )

right now im so clueless as to whats going on. for the first time in my life i was genuinly happy. but i knew that wouldnt last for long. lea came home. that really wasnt a big deal tho after all. i just had to sit down n really think. my mind is still racing but its nothing that cant be controlled.

every since saturday morning ive felt like ( Read more... )

You scored as Borderline Personality Disorder. Congratulations! You have BPD! You know how to see things in black and white, desperately cling to unstable relationships and are a master of wrist-banging... rational emotions? Who needs 'em!

Borderline Personality Disorder
100%
Unipolar Depression
83%
Eating Disorders
75%
Antisocial Personality Disorder
33%
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yesterday i saw her for the first time in 4.5 months. it was like a dream. not so sure if it was good or bad. but none the less it was very unreal. all i wanted to do was talk about the "us" factor without hurting her. she knows ive moved on, and it doesnt seem to register. she did some things i knew she would do. but i was prepared for it at least ( Read more... )

so there was this one time that i've never been happier in my life laying around doing nothing all because its next to the person i wouldnt mind being with for awhile. a long while. this whole week basically ive been with yoyo doin random shit. sleeping mostly. she makes me feel whole. and thats a real good feeling. the other day i get a few phone ( Read more... )

this weekend i was privledged enough to spend the entire weekend with Yoyo. holyshit. man. this girl is one of a kind. she makes me so incredibly happy its insane. i never knew sitting and doing absolutley nothing could be so wonderful. theres no need to do anything when ur in company of the person you care about... we went to see meet the faukers ( Read more... )

theres something about her. i just dont know. today i spent the afternoon/evening with her. nothing short of wonderful as always. shes nice enough to be my lab rat and eat my cooking. i dont know how but im trying. this time around was alot better than last time in my opinion. after that we got in are pj's n watched tv. i layed in my underwear ( Read more... )