goin all in.

took the job

this means an extra 10-15 grand a year in bonus money, but a shitty quality of life until we move to Seattle

it's going to be stressful and I'll never be home, but this is the smart move for the long haul

sup dudes.

life's good sometimes

sometimes it isn't

I have a beautiful family that I love very much and will do anything to provide and take care of them

I love Megan, Jordan, Sammy and Winnie

I hope I will be a good dad

self esteem

i feel as if i dont control anything anymore.
tied down to a mediocre life.
fruits of my labor benefiting everyone but me.
more of the same for the rest of my life.
it's hard being responsible, too bad i'm good at it.

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turns out i'm pretty much what i didn't want to be

pretty heavy stuff going on

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