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Quick Update
If Livejournal had some sort of RSS feed I could stream all the music I've been recording, that would become my super secret public journal I could update daily. Not this thing with the words and stuff. I work through all the bullshit with sounds and it's much more beneficial.
My poor grammar has already made it clear I'm not good with words. -
Behold... the Arctopus!
I;m gonna start chugging out the entries daily in about two weeks. Not the greatest idea but I'm in the middle of an emotional deprivation experiment. Collecting every thought and feeling that has upset me in the past two years and putting bottlecaps on each one. Ongoing for a month now. Just enough to know it's all there but refusing to treat them ( Read more... ) -
I have nothing interesting to write
All I do is study, practice and work.
All work and no play makes Brendan a dull boy.
It's not necessarily a choice as I have no other choices. My social life is dead and I need to make something of my life anyway. It's either this or sit around doing jack shit and living a deadend life until it's too late to do anything about it. -
I've become a workaholic
I'm going to start journalling again because I feel the need to but not tonight. I have a billion things to do and I'm also hoping for an early night. In a nutshell ( Read more... ) -
It's a shmozzle!
I can't be fucked writing anything right now. I'll shit out a decent entry in a couple of days or so. -
HOLY SHIT!
It's over! I can't believe it's finally done! no more dramas, no more tears, feeling lost, abused and used. I can finally have a good nights sleep and get on with life. I have not felt this great and fulfilled as a human spiritually ever. about time! -
Old ideas < new ideas
I've finally figured out what i'm going to do with my life. it's awesome! hard to accept in some ways but it's the best thing for me. the only downside is i'm stuck in sydney for another year. but that gives me plenty of time to think about it. -
I just made an independant release.... IN MY PANTS!!!
GAH! I hate doing my industry studies work. I prefer just wasting time writing in this thing.
Scott is gay. -
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Why, why, why do I do so much for this person and they are not even interested in being my friend, or knowing me at all... It makes me sad
Oh well. it's their loss :P -
It's thursday morning...
I'm listening to tools entire discography in succession and enjoying a glass of jack and ice... I can't help but think what I did earlier was a bit stupid, but totally worth it.