a friendship can't be your life

[staplehead4life]

It has been very strange they way I have been thinking lately. There have been times when I get close to getting all depressed about small things going on, but I stop myself and say “Lisa, why get upset? You have the Lord”. It is so nice to be close to God again. For a while there I was pretty distant. I began to 180 and FUEL and even

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this is Katie if you didn't know..

[allisfairnlove]

Lisa, man, i've been feeling that a lot lately. I'm so glad you have a great relationship with God, i look up to that. Because it seems like lately, i dont know.. i've been "distant" too. it's really difficult knowing your youth group is really hard to get involved in, and after a year of going to that church your still known as "new". i guess i just need to pray for a good youth group.. that way they can help keep me in check.. haha.. I love you. Ill cyou tomorrow dear! ♥

Re: this is Katie if you didn't know..

[staplehead4life]

hey katie! Dose this mean you have a lj now? if so, I am very excited for you, because without your posts its missing alot;)

Thankyou for seeing eye to eye with me on this, I never knew you felt that way about your youth group and stuff, I wish it was possible for you to go to mine, but the drive is so long. it is quite a pain. I look forward to seeing you tonight. much love my dear

Re: this is Katie if you didn't know..

[jethituna]

SOUTH MERIDIAN!!!!! this is jessie eskew, by the way. i don't believe that we have met... but you should come to smy anyways....

[geekafreak]

i respect your opnions, though im very hurt because i dont think you quite understand my intentions for things, and what my goals and desires are.

we should talk.

love you.

[staplehead4life]

actually stacey, i do understand, unless you have more to tell me that you have not yet, and I am more then willing to hear. But I just think you are heading towards the wrong thing, maybe thats just how it looks on the outside and you really are going somewhere else inside. But I wish you the best of luck, cause I only hope the best for you.

[geekafreak]

what do you think i am heading towards?

[aaannieee]

Heyyyy:)

1. I couldn't agree with you more and I want so much to have the kind of friendship with someone where I can talk about stuff like this, though it's hard to find and unfourtunately, I don't have it yet. I think it's just not a natural subject to encourage each other and stuff like that when you're this age. It sucks, so I guess you just have to work hard in the beginning to make it a natural thing to talk about.

2. I hope I'm not one of those friends. It's not my intent, EVER, to make any of my friends feel like I won't like them, or it wouldn't be superb to see them get closer to God. It's exactly what I want, and it's exactly what these messed up place needs.

3. I love you.

4. I'll see you tomorrow. ♥

/annie

[staplehead4life]

1.{hehe}- Annie annie, I know I and kt and linzi say this often but I know we are very serious when we say you can talk to us about anything. I wish I could be a huge help to you when you are going though big problems in your life, but i'm not going to force myself on you. haha that sortta sounded weird, but whatever. Just know, That if you EVER EVER EVER need a listening ear, you know my number and my name;) haha

Thats really awesome that that is what you want other people to have aswell, a good relationship with God, thats encouraging.

i love you also!!!!!

[ducttaped2god]

Hey.

I realize that I don't know you all so well. We've never had any big conversation or anything, but you seem like a very deep person. You've had more than one post that made me think. I think you've made some excellent points in this one. Big lessons were mentioned that take some people forever to figure out. Kudos to you.

[staplehead4life]

thankyou very much for the compliment!

[thisiscool313]

Hey Lisa, I know we don't talk much anymore...but obviously this entry seems like it is aiming at myself and others. I am sorry if you ever felt you were out of place while hanging out with us...we all loved you and didn't want to hurt you. As far as going to shows and hanging out with you friends all the time, I totally understand where you are coming from. However, I need my friends to get through the week. You are very fortunate in having a family that you do...but the majority of us don't have such a priviledged home life, so we need our friends. Even though some of the people are Atheist, others choose to believe in God. My faith in God has only increased since hanging out with everybody because it showed me that people can care about me and all I have to do is be myself.

It is awesome that going to that retreat helped you see things through a better light. I am very happy for you. I want you to know that nobody ever wanted to hurt you or make you feel more rebelious.

Love you!

[staplehead4life]

oh no julie! AH! I have never felt that way, out of place and everything while hanging out with you guys. I love hanging out with you guys, please don't doubt that for a second. I DEFF. need my friends all the time. But I was just trying to make them my God and trying to rely on them completely. I know that no one was trying to hurt me, and no one did, I am having a hard time figuring out where you got that notin from. haha Also, the rebilious thing.....haha you know many people were rooting for me Julie, don't denie it sweety. haha oh man. well we must hang out soon. :) I don't have any hard feelings towards you, I have no idea why i would, but it just seemed like you sortta felt that I did, while reading my post. Love you!

---lisa

[thisiscool313]

Hahaha...I guess you are right, maybe I didn't want to make you feel more rebellious. Hehehe :)