I have never felt this way before. I feel like I am drifting so far away from everyone and everything. The only emotion I feel anymore is anger. I just stopped caring about things that I really should care about. And then I get angry that I care for things that I shouldn't care for. Well not things rather situations. I have never wanted to just ( Read more... )

So we all went out to eat for my friends birthday at a little place called Longhorn's. If you don't know what that is I hope a bull comes in your house while you are sleeping and eats you and your baby in the middle of the night. So anyways I ordered a pound and a half steak,fries, and a baked potato. Yeah just to let you know that is alot of food ( Read more... )

So today is celebrity day at my school and no one is dressed up but me ad that is ust gay. I am dressed up as richard Simmons and I am pissed off. What a drag.

and when I mean mysterious I mean absoluly insane.

in a small ghost town, there's a little arcade ( Read more... )

New Year's has never felt so pointless. It's 2006, who cares. No one is going to look back and remember anything that happens in the year 2006. Except for my graduation; nothing else is going to happen. Maybe it's just that I have been through so much change lately that New years just came in at the wrong time. But whatever. I just bought the new ( Read more... )

i got evicted from my home. i don't know where we are going to go yet. I hate that place anyway and all the memoriees attached to it. I am kind of happy that we got evicted because it's like I get to start over and that's just what i need right now to continue being happy. Everything happens for a reason and i am sure that the reason will come soon ( Read more... )

Alot of crap has happened this past month and I believe it is for the best. Me and Kim broke up for the final time. I don't even think I will ever talk to that girl again except to get my stuff back. I also got a job and I am going to get a promotion right after my birthday which is coming up very soon. Life is so good right now. I have never felt ( Read more... )

Kim did the sweetet thing yesterday. She bought me Count Chocula. I think that the count kind of looks like the singer of Motion City soundtrack. She thinks I am crazy.

I just realized that all my favorite cereals start with the letter c. Cap'n Crunch, Cookie Crisp, Count Chocula, and Crispix. Holy Shit