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[staplemypieces]

It seems that as each do goes by I sink more and more into depression. All I can find myself doing anymore is crying and just watching the world go by hoping for it's end. I'm sitting in a room now kind of like a closet. The only things that are in here are just left over things that no one wants, its kind of pathetic that I relate more to these

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[blksamurai]

um yeah your right. your going to get major shit for writhing that. and im glad to be the first person to give it to you

[staplemypieces]

Thanks for sticking up for me. I haven't had alot of friends in the past that would do that for me.

[xmisterfisterx]

listen, first of all, i dont know who u are, but ur right, im not thinking about your point of view kevin, my comment was out of line, really out of line, u dont have to like me, u dont even have to forgive me the slightest, ive been having a hard time and u probably dont care but its put me in a very hostile mood cuz thats my defence when i get depressed, u get sad a gloomy and i get mad and hostile, were different so please try and see it on that level, the main point of my comment was to toughen u up, make u realize that ur taking things for granted rite now, be free, live ur life, i know whats its liek to lose someone u love but u dont, well ur learning now, and the only positive thing i cna tell u is that the first loss is the hardest after this relationships are the same untill the breakup, then u just become numb to it, it always hurts but it always gets easier, i dont know i am really sorry but reading what u wrote made me think of all the shit thats wrong with my life but thats none of ur concern and blksamurai ur right, so i

[staplemypieces]

You are right Casey, that was out of line. But you don't know me enough to do that to me. You may think I am an asshole from what Kim has said about me in the past, if I was such an asshole why would I be letting her go for her happiness. That's all I care about at this point. I know you were sticking up for her or whatever but you had no right to do that. All I have ever wanted for Kim is happiness and if I have to trade my happiness for her to have it then I will. If you think I am an asshole for that then go ahead. I would give anthing to have her back, but It's over and I need to except that and move on. It wasn't meant to be. I will always care for here but that is the way it is going to be. I just hope she can find the happiness I always wanted to give her.

hey it's kellie

[knstntn381]

hey kev-o. i know you probly don't want advice from me, you haven't talked to me in ages, but i totally understand how you feel. it's like everyone else has their life straight, and yours is the only one that's fucked up. i've gone through so much shit during just my first month at college, and now i've realized that getting depressed about it is going to happen, and you'll still get upset about it later on down the line, but it will be a growing experience. i know that sounds so cheesy, but it is so cheesy. if kim is happy, be happy for her, but don't let her happiness get in the way of yours or bring you down. i only knew you for a year, but you are an awesome person!! hope to talk to you sometime, and feel better dude. i've actually been thinking about you lately, about how you got me into more of the underground music, and got me reading AP, and now i think i want to write for them. that right there is proof that you're meant to be here and you're impacting lives. talk to you later kev-o.

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[staplemypieces]

hey kellie, how are things going? Hope all is well

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[knstntn381]

i'm doing fine. how's things at creek? are you on the paper?