I could be a mom...and someday...when I am...I will totally love it.

In other news...today when I leave...I will cry. This is know.

So let's see not much has changed since yesterday, other than I've decided that I'm actually going to make an effort to keep this up to date. I figure at age 20 if I'm not actually going to do it right...why bother. So yesterday I had class. Tomorrow I start working on my song with Michelle. Slight excitment. Babysitting tomrrow night. Today ( Read more... )

Thus begins another week in the hectic life that belongs to me...and this one should prove to be a doosy finishing out with a full (yes I mean an entire) 48 hours straight at the Raso's which is weird considering that then after that I won't work for them anymore. Well, I will but not nearly as much. No joke, I will probably leave Sunday in tears ( Read more... )

coffee with cabeans...$3.14
work for the Smiths in Brookline...aka...listening to Greenday with Staley...$72

knowing that you acutally do mean something to someone...priceless

I just spent a really inordinate amount of time reading old lj entries, and from that I realized that I need to never revel inhappiness because what I have surmized from my reading is that each time I feel completely at peace with stuff...life throws me a curve ball...although I feel like it does hit harder when the happiness you're feeling is ( Read more... )

Wow yeah I had some major blues yesterday morning. I think it had something to do with the fact that, well let's face it, sometimes life is not the easiest. All in all though I think that things will work out fine. I am really excited to find out what it is like to be in college and actually have money. That will be exciting. Jackie has begun ( Read more... )

The other day I'm pretty sure I tempted fate by saying that I haven't had a reason to cry in about 3 months...welp that stint is OVER...I got to work this morning to about 8 signs on the Raso's front door saying "Janine We'll Miss you!" and almost started to cry...and it's just like...it's a job...and things change and sometimes you need to make ( Read more... )

Yeah, so this weekend that was supposed to be wicked relazing and stuff ended up being not so relaxing and acutally rather stressful. I gave notice at work on Friday and then I got two angry messages, one from a six year old and one from an eight year old. Then I realized that yesterday I drank orange juice...and then other stuff later and ended ( Read more... )

there is no way to describe the day I had yesterday other than its over...and it was extremely surreal...and that's about it

I remember