So I just read an entry of an old friend of mine...who shall remain nameless...but it made me realize just where my attentions lie...I used to be that person who tried endlessly to please people...everyone...and I wasn't happy unless everyone else was happy...essentially meaning...I was very rarely truely happy...and my happiness was very much a ( Read more... )

PHOBE...but I guess that's ok

Yeah so today is one of those weird days where I drive around in my car and this sweeping feeling of perfection kind of washes over me. It is pretty awesome. In other news, my life is hecticly busy with work and school, but s'ok because my friends totally keep me sane. Oh, speaking of my awesome friends...I never wrote about this, but last ( Read more... )

A man in a BMW was sitting behind me in traffic. I tend to check my mirrors a lot because I get antsy when I'm sitting at a light. As I was sitting there he caught my eye and there was that "oh, I saw you and you saw me" moment, and he blew me a kiss. I'm pretty sure that I blushed as a wicked big smile spead across my face. Chivalry is ( Read more... )

So yeah yesterday I was in a very bizzaro mood. I worked and then was supposed to do something with someone (Greg, Seth...there were options). Had homework to finish. Went to Leah's (cousin) party. Then talked to Seth and was oh so odd while talking to him, so Yeah I'm not sure what was wrong with me, but I apologized for being weird and ( Read more... )

wait and see if this pans out...then be happy

Ok so obviously not...but obviously I also need to figure my crazy self out before I end up being mean to someone unintentionally.

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and ( Read more... )

and so begins another chapter in the life of "academic Janine". This should be a day when I have full intent of working my hardest and being as focused as I can be to make this a sucessful year. Although, being that I've been through this very same situation several times throughout my college life, I don't really get that anymore. I'm like eh, ( Read more... )

back to school tomorrow...finally