1.Go into your LJ's archives.
2.Find your 23rd post (or closest to).
3.Find the fifth sentence (or closest to).
4.Post the text of the sentence in your blog along with these instructions

I will love the way I know how

november 16 2001

why does life have to be so confusing! i hate it. one minute i feel one way and the next i don't know what i feel and when i think i am sure of something than i decide i am not really sure. sometimes i really think i just should have been a boy they don't think about things this much. well anyway still looking forward to meeting Brian though that ( Read more... )

one good thing happens and it just makes you feel like everything else just may work out the way you want it to!!!!

I realized something today and i feel much better about alot of things. I actually feel completely happy just being by myself. I don't think I have ever felt that way before. I really want to find the right guy not just a guy for right now. It's something new for me. But i still plan on having fun in the mean time.

Everytime I talk to him i get this feeling. I don't like this feeling. That is the very reason i block him. I am not happy about that though cause than he thinks i hate him. Why did he have to go and be all BGD on me!!!! Everything would have been perfect. Maybe i just live in a fantsy world or something. I don't know. He upsets me so i can't even ( Read more... )

Today i am in a great mood. I got everything done except i still need to study and workout some more. But i hope i can keep up my good spirits! I just wanted to share with everyone.

So we will start with thursday. O my gosh totally sucked first of all one of the guys i met from match.com came down i do not like him at all it was the worst meeting i have ever had in my entire life. maybe i half way expected it to be like it was with shane or with john even well it was like neither and i guess that just means it wasn't ment to ( Read more... )

ok so for those of you didn't know i set up a profile on match. com . it's a dating thing on the web. anyway i have gotten an e-mail from a guy in the army but he is stupid so i can't get back a hold of him. on the other hand i also got an e-mail from this guy named Matt. I don't know how to take him yet cause i haven't really talked to him all ( Read more... )

ok so i guess i haven't written in a while. Well the whole thing with shane is over for good after a great two days not this past week but the week before he decides to tell me he wouldn't ever consider dating me again so i have decided to avoid him completly. tell me if i am wrong but that was shitty and i shouldn't even be friends with him. I do ( Read more... )

Happy 21 to Allyson!!!!!!!!