How is it that i know what i want in life. Yet i am never willing to give it to myself. Rob for instance what is that all about i don't know but i didn't give in and part of me is proud while the other part of me wonders if i needed to. simply because he was for real and i just really don't know how to deal with that. I guess my trust in guys is ( Read more... )

so my baby cousin who i guess really isn't a baby plans to be married in 2009 well first of all that isn't fair. How come he can decide to be married and i can't even find a date for the weekend not that i really look that hard but still. What is really wrong with me. well in 2009 i better be married with a kid. I hate this time i am going though ( Read more... )

i have to say last night was one heck of a night! I drank too much kicked some major ass in flip cup even if whatever team i was on sucked. showed my boobies one too many times. i think i was alittle to flirty took SOME GUY'S pants off. that was for you brian. and i found out when i am just out to have a good time good things always happen. So i ( Read more... )

Gemini Drinking style: Geminis can drink without changing their behavior much -- they're so naturally chatty and short-attention-spanned that it's just hard to tell sometimes. They can amaze you by conversing with finesse and allusions, then doing something to belie an extremely advanced state of intoxication, like puking in your shoe. Geminis ( Read more... )

ok so i haven't updated in forever but this is something that has to be in here. So i have been having ups and downs with Shane yeah yeah whatever i don't even care anymore even though he is the kind of guy i could see spending the rest of my life with i like being single. which leads to saturday valentine's day so yeah me and the girls go to Aaron ( Read more... )

LAURA YOU ARE THE BEST! SO I WANT TO WISH YOU THE HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY POSSIBLE. HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT NIGHT LAST NIGHT AND HAVE A BETTER ONE TONIGHT! lOVE YOU SO MUCH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

I just wanted to inform everyone that they were wrong. yeah i will not be the next to get married cause my 23 year old doesn't know if i am a enough for him so he needed a break so i am pretty sure it will end up in a break up but yeah i just wanted to let everyone know that.

So all i have to say is besides being sick for some reason life is great. I have a wonderful more than wonderful BDG. and school is almost out for christmas break one more day of classes. one take home final, one speech, and three normal finals in easy classes well except computer class i hate that class. but yeah and tomorrow my BDG is coming well ( Read more... )

I can't wait till Thursday!!!! I LOVE this feeling. I LOVE being happy. I LOVE that school is almost out.

can i say it's nice to be somebody's honey. yeah and i love it and him and how it is going and i don't even care if it doesn't workout because i have faith that it will and if it really doesn't i got to be with a great person for a time anyway. I am sorry if people think it's too fast or they didn't think it would work out this way. but as i tell ( Read more... )