So, a lot has happened. Good and bad, but mostly good.

1.Me and ryan hang out everyday and now we are working out =) best friends <3 don't know what I'd do with out him ( Read more... )

ive been better ( Read more... )

how did he forget my birthday? i really mean so little to him? after everything. i dont think ive EVER been this hurt. not even the summer of 05 was this bad. and that was a bad year. im not to sure what to do now, who to turn to cause in all honesty there isnt anyone. and ryan and alaina keep my mind off things and make me happy until i get home ( Read more... )

CAUSE SOMEONE FUCKING STOLE MY SIDEKICK 3

WELL WHOEVER STOLE IT FUCK YOU I WANT IT BACK ASSHOLE.

where do i fucking start ( Read more... )

its funny how things dont work out

and how people you loved change.

Its funny when you think things just start to get better ( Read more... )

so i have my wristband, its set. im auditioning for american idol season 6. this is crazy, im prepared for both good and bad. the other day when i was standing in line for 5 hours for the wristband with my mom, we met all these amazing people. and we had SO much fun! i met this girl maxine and she was 21 but looked 15. and she was amazing. she gave ( Read more... )

i can honestly say, that like if something happened to me ( Read more... )

its cold here. all the time.

i want to go see my grandparents in buffalo so badly, my heart aches, i cant see them this summer. i only get to see them once a year ( every summer ) AND I CANT GO. stoopid fucking play im in. i miss them. im happy when im there, if anyone was there with me, they'd say " who is this sarah? shes smiling.. she's happy ( Read more... )