Alley said that I should write my own horoscope, since I was not terribly happy with the one I was given by the "professionals". So... here it is ( Read more... )

Well, on the heals of my having ditched my unappreciate, insensitive, insulting, overbearing boyfriend, now my ex, Alley has given me the -perfect- topic to write about for our monday journal project. There's nothing like a little fantasizing, to get over a bad ex-boyfriend ( Read more... )

Scenario ( Read more... )

Is it okay to be talking about this here? Will I be condemned for the way I feel? I'm not sure... part of me feels like I should keep everything inside; that is, the darkness. They welcome the light, and shut out the dark . But for some reason that I do not understand, even though every single person on this planet feels sadness, loneliness, guilt ( Read more... )

I woke up from a dream last night, in tears. Trouble is, I do not remember what the dream was. I do have a feeling that it was related to my father, though. I just now remembered that I woke up crying, because when I woke up, I was still very much in a daze from the medication I am on, so I did not take a moment to remember the dream, and I very ( Read more... )

( This is somewhat private, so if you do not wish for the semi-details of my sex life, skip on over this part )

Well... you'll have to bare with me, here. It's 1:45 AM in the morning, and my mind is not exactly at its best this time of night. But I have had a few things on my mind for the last couple of days, and I had no time at all to put any of that here in my journal. It has been a busy couple of days. First, on Wednesday, I was out with my sister all ( Read more... )

'I'm so tired of being here, surpressed by all my childesh fears.
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave.
'Cause your presence still lingers here, and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real.
There's just so much that time can not erase.'
~My Immortal, EvanescenceI just watched ( Read more... )

I thought that I should make a note real quick about why I am suddenly posting entries that are not friends-only, or private, but open to the public. I think it is better for me to encourage myself to post entries that do not need to be kept private, because of the content. If I post public entries more often, I'm forced to think of happier things ( Read more... )

I thought that I should make a note real quick about why I am suddenly posting entries that are not friends-only, or private, but open to the public. I think it is better for me to encourage myself to post entries that do not need to be kept private, because of the content. If I post public entries more often, I'm forced to think of happier things ( Read more... )