hey....thought I would update, everything's been going good. Josh wrote about it in his journal. I've been sick this past week so I've been pretty much out of it. In bed a lot. I'm slowly getting better though. Josh has been great, taking care of the kids while I'm napping. Hopefully it'll be gone soon ( Read more... )

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We've been back from New York for a while and are getting ready for the holidays. The house is totally decorated, Mikaya loves it. The tree is up, the menorah is up, it's just beautiful. Our first christmas in our dream house. Our first Christmas as married. Kody's first Christmas. *grins* I can't wait ( Read more... )

The new house is ours. It's like my dream house. I'm so happy about it. We're gonna do another walk through today because the original owners said if we saw anything that we want fixed to let them know now. So.... yeah. We get to move in soon ( Read more... )

my new background is so sexy. I love it. *grins*

Congrats to Tony and Matt on the new baby!!

Kody is home and doing awesome. We've almost totally stopped the special formula to have him gain weight ( Read more... )

He's here.....he's a month early, but he's here. Kody Anakin-Blade Madden, 4 pounds, 3 ounces. He has to stay at the hospital until he reaches 8 pounds and he has to stay in NICU in an incubator during the day, but at night he gets to stay with me. Our little boy....he's finally here and he's beautiful.
Just like his Daddy and his big sister.

I'm so scared.....I just want him to be okay. I want this to all be over so I know he'll be okay. I'm trying not to worry because it can't be good for the baby. but I can't help it. The C-section is scheduled for tomorrow....then Josh and I will have our baby boy. Mikaya will have her little brother ( Read more... )

I'm sorry about my attitude last night towards Benji. I was paniacked and just wanted to know what was wrong. I know you guys aren't going believe this apology, but think of it this way. If you were worried about your husband, you know you all would have acted the exact same way. But I really am truly sorry and I wish I could take it back ( Read more... )

If I lose him I will never forgive any of you.