i'm going to be alone all fall again. why can't i have a birthday worth living for anymore?

its been way too long since i used you like you needed and begged to be. sorry

it is now officially the last day of the year, and i'm not sure how i feel about that. in some ways this has been the best year i've had, and in many ways the worst. no one died that i knew, in fact the last death of someone i knew was nick carpenter, who died right after i moved to portland. there've been a few babies born onto my friends, and all ( Read more... )

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

how time flies when you having fun with love ( Read more... )

q-burns abstact message - shame (hakan lidbo stockholm dub remix ( Read more... )

i woke up from an icky dream of where for some reason i had either lost or removed all the teeth in the top of my jaw. i remember it had something do with lindsey, but not sure why. so of course my morning sucked ass. it got better as the day went on, it usually does ( Read more... )

well i finished "aim low" tonite ( Read more... )

today was my first work experience since i hurt myself lifting a wet sponge. needless to say i was a bit hesitant to do much. and not just cause i was afraid i'd be sore all weekend if i did, but because it is friday. duh. at least lindsey let me use her car this morning so i didn't have to wait in the rain for the bus, which undoubtedly would have ( Read more... )

i've become lazy since i haven't worked since last monday. granted, i have actually been pretty busy too. for instance today lindsey and i rearranged our room. carrie helped me clean upstairs tonite. yesterday i did a few loads of laundry. i mixed records for three hours today. i sat here, in front of the pc most of the morning. this afternoon i ( Read more... )