i never want to forget the way we were all sitting drunk or stoned or both in the living room and matt in his wee stoned haze looks around and goes "where do redheads come from?"

the room exploded

so on friday night me and chris and emma and dapple were hanging out.we went to the castle which is a huge arcade with mini golf (with real bunnies runnning round the course!). we played some air hockey (chris kicked my butt) and skeeball and racing games.it was a laugh.we're gonna go back to play mini golf sometime ( Read more... )

i havent updated in forever cause quite frankly ive been partying a lot and i cudnt be arsed but what happened this morning was something i cudnt have even dreamed ( Read more... )

"uh oh this champagne is making me stupid"
"dont worry no one will notice"
"are u sure"?
"uh im pretty sure"

oh i meant to say that for obvious reasons all posts will now be friends only. if u aint on the list u know what to do....

well i dont have much to write about but ive been getting moaned at to update so here i go.Well i worked til 11 tonite even though i just wanted to lie in my bed and hide.am so tired from helping out at the dance last nite even though it was fun.Ive been sat here thinking but i really do have nothing to write and im tired so fuck it im off.

i want somewhere i belong.someone to belong to.i just want to have friends that are like me. not people i have to pretend around. i just want to feel freedom to let the real me out.maybe ive spent so long covering up i dont even know who i am. i want to let all those feelings slide away. i wish i had the confidance of those who are happy in their ( Read more... )

Crawling in my skin ( Read more... )

well i read something slightly disturbing on a friends diary and all i can say is wtf? man im sick of ppl at school being so god damn closed minded.and yes i would be talking about one little ignorant fucker i particular.i mean all i did was turn fucking embrace (shite!) off to put on alexisonfire and i get totally yelled at for it.the next thing i ( Read more... )

oh holy shit i have 30 days until the dance.i have to find a dress,make a nail appointment,hair appointment,organise the limo if we decide to get one.i dont know what to do.it so difficult to get a dress and mum says she cant make mine this year cos she hasnt the time.im so disappointed cos i had the ultimately perfect one planned out and now i ( Read more... )