Um... So... yeah.

It's 2011!

I haven't posted on here in half-a-decade.  And I even remembered my password!  Tons of things have changed.  I actually have a boyfriend who is not a douche.  (Shocking, I know.)  We've been together for 3 1/2 years.  I've been back in school for about 3 years as a music major.  I'm acutally pulling straight A's, so that ( Read more... )

I could love you if you'd only let me.

better than anyone else in the world.

As she sat there she wondered, "What could've possibly wounded you so deeply ( Read more... )

Wow... I'm so high off of energy right now ( Read more... )

Just spent SEVEN FUCKING HOURS digging Brick's car out and helping to tow it with the Ford from Waukesha to Big Bend. First we had to unfreeze the tires from the ground. Then we had to try to push it over the ice. Then we had to try digging it out. then we tried pushing it again. Then we jacked it up and, since there was some rust on the ( Read more... )

God my fucking arm hurts! bastard ( Read more... )

I hate having to resign myself to something less than what I want ( Read more... )

Wrote This In A Drunken Stuporshadows of smoke shift before my eyes ( Read more... )

You know, i've had alot of time to think the past few days/weeks... and despite all the shit that's gone wrong already this year, i thinke everything's going to be alright.

for the first time since i hit puberty, i'm actually happy to be alive.

so here's to growing up.

and living it up.

because the next moment may very well be my last.

I need a fix.

I'm off to find my crutch and vice to help me get through tonight.