Amazingly, today was elijahs second soccer game. the first one he won the game on the winning score. game was 1-0. He walked out of there feeling like a true champion and felt he was the best of the game. he was so excited to get back in the field and shine like a super star ( Read more... )

i'm looking at what my next steps should be career wise. there are a lot of options out there... sometimes i wish marq would be willing to do the international thing with me. i dont know if that would be a wise choice though being how we are still recovering from our financial mess. it was hugely my fault for not giving a damn anymore and being so ( Read more... )

I feel re-born... I cant really explain why or how. It seems I lost myself and hit rock bottom in a place that I didn't know... everything seems so different. like if i'm watching thing with a new set of eyes. and whats funny? I'm happy. The long awaited question ... the long balance... the inner peace... I found it. Somehow I found the Lord again ( Read more... )

¿Hay esperanza para sanar un corazón roto? Algo o alguien acaban de romper tu corazón. Estabas desprevenido ante una traición, un comportamiento horrible o la pérdida de un ser amado. De repente sientes como si hubieses perdido toda esperanza…puedes sentir un dolor físico en tu pecho que te deja herido y asustado. ¿Qué esperanza tienes de ( Read more... )

Ah muy temprana edad creo saber ya la razon por la q vivimos aqui. Es mas el significado de la vida es saber apreciar lo poco q tienes y gozar de los momentos bellos ya sea q los tengas por un pekeno momento oh toda una eternidad. Quien sabe si exista el cielo oh el infierno despues de vivir pero ah q saber vivir el tiempo q tenemos. Ignorer los ( Read more... )

Fly into the sunset
there's no need to regret...
just spread your broken wings
leave behind all the sad things
and Let me see you sore
fly higher than ever before
there's no need to fear anymore

I'll be here looking...
I'll be her illuminating your path
Every time you take flight
I will light your way

I guess there's been a lot of changes in my life now. Not really sure were I'm heading anymore. Very confused about life as a whole... I wonder if the world will really end on 2012... if that is the case for sure I'm going to hell. I've never felt more wreckless or more un-caring in my life :( That's kind of scary, I think. I really should learn ( Read more... )

waaaaa why do i end up feeling this way about my freaking relationship with mark!! im soooo tired of it but then again i just deal with it. something must have set me off... i donno... theres something not right here. i did a spread sheet calculating all our incomes and how much our bills are and it neted out almost 1,500 of free cash a month!! now ( Read more... )

brad got his chair says (12:42 AM ( Read more... )

si podria pedir algo... solo algo ... pediria tener un corazon de piedra. para q la gente ya no pueda lastimarme. quisiera poder meter mi corazon de nuevo en mi pecho y dejarlo de cargar en las manos. no culpo a la gente... creo q la culpa la tengo yo. la culpa siempre la eh tenido yo... por ser asi como soy. me detesto tanto cuando me pongo asi. ( Read more... )