well. another suck ass new years eve. didnt get invited anywere. even tho i was reeeeeally desperate. i feel lonley and sad. but most of all i feel stupid. so so so fucking stupid. i hope you all have a wonderful fucking new years.

new background. yay or nay. and please leave a comment so i dont feel like a moron and stuff. lol <333

well today was a good day. i still feel like a peice of crap, but oh well. i cant keep complaining about it. nothing interesting is really happening. 6 days untill my driving test!!! i am so excited its not even funny. Rides to the mall for everyone! i also realized one month 16 days till my birthday. im not excited about it at all because its my ( Read more... )

pointless entry today. im really bored, kinda sad. i need to get alot of things out but i dont know were and how to do it. i guess im just gonna keep it all bottled up like i always do and just go about by myself. It feels like the eigth grade again. and i hate it. i havent felt like this big of a peice of shit in a LONG time. i need to get away. ( Read more... )

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well. i havent talked to anyone in about a week. life is soo boring and lonley anymore. i hate this. went to west virginia. my grand mother had a fucking heart attack monday morning and she is having surgery today. that was interesting. all my aunts keep calling cuz they think this is going to die. w/e. i went and got blood work and a cat-scan ( Read more... )

well the past couple of days have sucked. i feel like i havent talked to betsy in a while. last nite i got grounded from the computer because i asked if i could go to the mall. then it got worse. now i cant go to the mall till my next intrim report comes out which is sometime in december. and my parents dont think its ridiculous. i finaly told them ( Read more... )

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lalala.last nite was great. i got to see betsy!!!<333333. lol. it made me very happy. right now im bored, kinda lonley. i wish i had somebody. thats all ive wanted for a long while now. *sigh* oh well. i dont need a romantic relationship to be happy. i have great friends who mean more to me than any boy or girl friend could. but its still nice to ( Read more... )

boredom is my word of the moment. im actually in a pretty good mood for being under house arrest, but im still pretty pissed off. oh well. not much i can do about it except sulk.Later today im gonna go drive because it is imparative that i get my liscence soon. very very soon. i have been wanting it for soo long, but i think that my parents, ( Read more... )