so this is what it feels like to have everything on the line.

so i'm pretty confused but yea.
im sitting in drews room at carls apartment updating this.
i'm bored as shit and carls acting a lil funny.
i'm sick feeling
going to greenwood tomorrow for a family reunion and i think carl may be going as well.
moms making me go to grandmas grave and i dont want to.

one day. next week. everyone. food. get together. coffee. or something. everyone. i mean fucking everyone. i miss everyone too god damn much.

so everyone. pick a day. pick a place. it's on!

forget anything i said about being happy.

i'm so fucking confused.

my tears are blurring the computer screen.

life sucks.

all i want is to be fucking happy again.

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