fuck bois
fuck you
fuck people
and most of all
Fuck this New Year cause it'll be shitty like always

went back to the hospital.....cause i got way worse and stuff
they gave me valium and percocet..so im gonna go pass out now cause that stuff is kickin me in the ass.

hope everyone had a good holiday season...mine consisted of many things ( Read more... )

since me and paul have broken up everything has turned to shit.. i meet awesome guys and end up having sex with them...well at least once...or twice...i dont like this. i liked what me and paul had when everything was going okay. i talked to paul yesterday and he had the same realization..he wants me to come over to the apartment today. im afraid.. ( Read more... )

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and mole is dead from kingstree..
what thef uck have i done to deserve this.
sorry but im pretty drunk yet again tonight....

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slept through both of my classes and pretty much just flunked out my first semester in college...god damnit why did i do this to myself...who is the big fuck up now....and i was only a month away.

so yea...no one really knows about my weekend but the few people who have seen me for it is obvious.....im not a fucking whore..fuck paul ( Read more... )

so yea. ive met a ton of people lately. and im completely confused with paul. he took me out to red lobster last night and payed for me to eat and everything. he kissed me and told me he loved me. we went back to micheals apartment and fucking mandy was there so i told him i was leaving. so im confused as to what is going on with us. I kinda have a ( Read more... )

I dont know whats going on right now in my head. I have promised myself not to talk to paul or anything for a while. Everytime I do I get super upset. He just has me worried about shit and I dont like that. I just want to find someone right now that will like me for me and want to be with me and not use me or cheat on me ( Read more... )